Well, the time I was dreading and avoiding has finally come. I’ve run out of free space on this blog.
You may have noticed this because some of my photographs have started to disappear.
I am now forced to buy storage and if I’m going to do that, I might as well find a host and dive into purchasing my domain. But the problem is: I don’t know if I want to keep this blog.
This is something that I have been discussing out loud for only a few days but has been in the back of my head for the past couple of weeks. I have become bored and to say it simply, unmotivated and uninspired to share my life. There are a few reasons as to why I think this has happened and I’m trying to figure out if changes (to this space) were to happen, if that spark will return.
It’s not about the number of viewers or the amount of likes. Nor is it about comments. I have always continued to write for myself with the knowledge that someone, somewhere could read it. My content has changed a lot over the past couple of years and I’d like to think that things (my writing and photography) have changed for the better. I just don’t want to write because I feel like I have to; I want to continue to write because I can’t wait to share (and document, really).
So, on top of having to work every single day this week, like to the maximum to prepare for black Friday, I have this looming over my head. I have to evaluate my next move and count pennies because like everything else in life, this isn’t free. As a heads-up, if I do post, it won’t be documented with photographs. The good news is I’ll still be posting on my Instagram feed until I figure this all out. And I say this only because as a reader of many blogs, the photographs pull me in. I’d miss them too if I were you.
But I should be posting sometime in the near future; Thursday is a huge day for me goal-wise.
Are any bloggers out there reading this? Ever have a “writer’s block” and not think you want to continue? Did you just jump right in and buy your domain from the beginning? So many questions in my head.